There’s always a point in your life where everything seems to be fine, everyone’s trying to distinguish your presence, favorable feedbacks here and there like you never wished for this but you have no choice but to embrace with open arms wholeheartedly. Little by little as soon as all of these transpires negativity butts in. Did you ever feel like “you’re almost there, there’s no turning back” factor?
Yes, it literally sucks to the point where you would ask yourself “why you”. You feel sad desolated and shitty at the same time. But, life goes that way. It’s intolerable to admit, it’s too unforeseeable.
You hate to apologize when you know you’re the victim, but you gotta deal with being mature enough to forgive and forget. Funny how people would tell you to respect the old ones when in fact they are the ones who manifest you not to respect them.
People want you to be successful but pull you down at the same time. You followed your heart but then you always end up believing in lies, getting hurt and still believe in love over and over again. Judgmental people aren’t those group of people we labeled as “addict” but we mostly noticed that they are the ones who go to church that often.
Why I’m saying this? Because life is meant to happen this way.
You gotta feel all of this because you’re still existing in a world like this. Yes, it might be too scary, too confusing, but you will never have all of these when God knows you’re tough enough to handle everything. My dear, life goes on. There’s no turning back.